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Sunshine
You told me once, dear, you really loved me,And no one else could come between. But now you've left me and love another; You have shattered all of my dreams |
Hello, again
☮ Tuesday, 28 February 2012
☮ 21:41
Ok, hello. So, i lied about th updating thing. Haha. Sorry. No time, ok, who am i lying to, i was lazy. So, nothing much happened recently, or maybe somethings did happen and i choose not to remember, or simply forgotten about it. I do remember my birthday though, haha, i mean who doesnt.
My presents. Yay. Lol. Ok, so since my birthday was on valentines, i got like one surprise which is th one on th far left. Haha. i know i shouldnt have accepted it, but yea, in person and, in th middle of the canteen so it wouldve been hard to say no.. right? it was awesome. And i also got a video, from my friends. it weas really touching. (': Oh, how much effort did they put in to make this a success. Im really grateful i have friends like them. Really. (': Dont ever want to lose them.
Ok, next up. Common test coming up. And i need to catch up SOOOO MUCHHHH on my Chemistry, Physics, and a little of POA. Really want to do well. It all seems a little far now, but then again, i say i no longer have th motivation to do well anymore. Lost it.
Still remember how i used to walk pass your class and hold up that paper, just to see you smile and make your chinese lessons less boring. I'd just let my thoughts wander. And then my eyes would start watering. And i think to my self "How th hell did we go from all of those, to what we are today, shit. " It doesnt even make sense. And then i'd tell myself how important is it, to get my head in th game and concentrate on my studies, but no matter how much i tell that to myself it just doesnt seem to work. Everytime i see you in school, all coll and collected, i will realize how well youre doing, without me. And then i'd blame myself for all sorts of stupid stuff. And think, why wasnt i able to make you stay.
Remember how you used to say "What would i be without you?" And "I want you to love me forever." ..?