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Sunshine
You told me once, dear, you really loved me,And no one else could come between. But now you've left me and love another; You have shattered all of my dreams |
March Hols'
☮ Saturday, 10 March 2012
☮ 21:29
Ok,so today's a saturday. Postponed tuition to go to Flea with th girls. Got lots of stuff from th flea, and i lost mood th minute i got on to th comp. Same old reason. Today was really awesome, iswear, well, at least th first part of it was. Before i got on th computer.
Idk what i should do, and i dont know what i should feel about myself anymore. Ive lost myself in th process of getting to you. I really want to let go, but somehow, i cant, th memories keeps pulling me back, th attachment i built when i was with you just wouldnt break. And its kills me everytime i see th tweets you tweet. Its as though youve found someone new, and im still herepraying and hoping every single minute of my life that we'd be together again. And its killing me. Every 500 days of summer Gif that i see is a piece of memory that we had. Putting "Last Kiss" on replay. I cant do this anymore. Ive never felt so bad about myself before, never. My friends's have turned skeptical, and cheering me up just seems like a useless thing to do to them. I really miss you and what we had, another shot, please?