profile links Sunshine You told me once, dear, you really loved me, And no one else could come between. But now you've left me and love another; You have shattered all of my dreams

Hello. School as usual today? Spent periods with th idiot partner. Yay. Then released for school. Was being played by my oh so lovely friends.. Adelyn, EileenKoh, Shermaine and Vanessa. I was like running around th canteen like a crazy girl. lol. Then had training. Erm, strokes then skipping. Coach and th Tat's were bloody smelly. Then had level relay. It was all so nice, until yea. What happened happened. And its fhckin with me again.

I guess thats my problem. Im in too much. And no matter how much i do. You wouldnt acknowledge it. I see you today. And me having to act as if its all okay, keeping my undisclosed desires to myself. Its all so ridiculous, dont you see? Im not over you. Never am, and never have been. You must be thinking that im fine with our r/s as friends. but im not. Im dying. Everyday.